In LOVE! :)

Someone asked me,

"Why do you love him so much?"

But before I could even reply

My best friend put her hand over my mouth,

and said..

"Don't even get her started."

Dedicated to the most amazing guy, who means the world to me :) And yes, I LOVE YOU baby :)

Crushes and flings, are a part of growing up. Whats the best thing about them? Well, they help you to realize when it actually gets REAL. Some people prefer staying single, some adapt the 'anti-love' policy and some don't ever muster the courage to give it a shot! Based on 19 years of existence on this planet, I say love, TRUE LOVE is the best thing that can happen to anyone :) However, it is a widely misinterpreted feeling. If you ask me, what my definition of love is, well..just two words, SACRIFICE & SELFLESSNESS.

Loving someone who loves you back, is one of the greatest things in life. If it happens to you, you must have done something good to deserve it :)
(P.S - And I don't care how mushy this blog might sound to some people, because whatever has been written, has been actually felt and is straight from my heart. :) )

1. Remember your first crush? Yea, that hot guy at school? Remember how your heart used to melt when you used to look at him? How you couldn't see anything else,but him. And how long did that feeling last? Few days? Or well, maybe a month or two? It eventually fizzles out and you move on to your next target, the cool soccer-playing guy next door. So when do you know its love? When the feeling refuses to go away, for a long long time, no matter how many hot or cool guys you come across during that time, and no one succeeds in distracting your attention from 'the one', its time to realise that you have been Cupid struck :) The other guys don't matter anymore, nor does their hotness quotient. No one catches your eye, the way he does. Ah! well, he has caught more than just your eye, he has caught your heart!

2. Its the eerie sense of comfort you feel when you are with him. Eerie? Yes, because you can talk about anything and everything to him! You can act stupid in front of him, laugh your funny laugh, tell silly jokes and even cry your heart out. Because, at the end of the day, you know, he loves you for what you are. A bad attempt to make him laugh wouldn't alter what he feels for you. You can totally be YOURSELF with him! And for me, thats the most important thing that matters. No matter how much of a chatterbox I am, no matter how clumsy I am, no matter how many times I trip over when we go to watch a movie, no matter how many times I bang into tables at restaurants, I know I will still be loved the same. I eat his head up with my talks ( :P ), yet he listens to everything I say, listens, not just hears. And since he is there to hold me whenever I fall, I don't mind being clumsy! ;)

3. The MAGIC. No, it doesn't just happen in novels or flicks. And for those of you who are laughing your assess off, well, sorry to say, you haven't been lucky enough to experience the magical touch of love, yet! :) Everything seems magical. It feels like you are living your own fairy tale. There are so many times I catch myself smiling, and I realize I am thinking about him. Everytime his name flashes on the screen on my phone, everytime he holds my hand, everytime he puts his arm around me at movies and everytime he hugs me, I can feel my heart smiling, and skipping beats, ofcourse! :p The feeling of contentment in his arms, irreplaceable, its like I belong there :).Whenever he smiles at me, it fixes everything, melts away all the wrong...:) These feelings warm your heart, meting down all the coldness and sufferings the world has inflicted upon you. And yes, they are the best feelings in the world :)

4. THE BUILT IN BEST FRIEND -Best friendship and a lil romance! He is someone I can share everything with, even the things I am ashamed of. He is there for me, always...to wipe my tears, to share my happiness, to set straight the guys who bother me, to recharge my phone(:P), to give me chocolates(:P) and sometimes, just to hold my hand :) He knows exactly what to say to calm me down, to make me smile, even in the ugliest of my moods :) Thats the thing about love, you know that at the end of the day, no matter what you do, no matter how unlovable you may get at times, no matter how much you argue, your guy will always be there, ready to forgive you, giving your relationship more importance than this ego (which may be really high in a few cases, ahem :P) and thats when you fall in love with him all over again! :)

5.Falling in love makes you a better person! Falling in love makes you love yourself more to! Falling in love makes you see stuff you did not notice before. No, I don't mean the pink elephants or UFO's! The stuff you notice when you are in love was always there,you just never thought it was important before, the little, beautiful things, that hold the potential to give you immense happiness. What the world says, doesn't matter to me anymore! The frustration of a bad day disappears as soon as I hear his voice. You learn to TRUST, trust blindly. Love gives you a million reasons to live. The world is going to throw a million reasons why it won't work, at you. You have to be ready with just one reason, love, if true, can go through anything, and come out unscathed.

But the most important thing about love is when the other person's happiness comes first, than your own. And that is how you actually know if you are in love, its when you just want him to be happy, even when you are not a part of his happiness! If you just want to be with him, not caring about what he wants, well, thats not 'love', thats 'obsession'! And today, when I sit down to pray, unitentionally, effortlessly, his happiness is what I ask for, first. That is what my life revolves around now, to see him happy :)

P.S : Thank 'you' for my making my life so beautiful :) I love you and always will, with everything I have :)